hmm

ijust dont knoww.

=/. .Better in time

                      

soo my mom was tlkin to my doctor about mee havin Bi Polar Disorder 2 & basically trying to dig deeper into what we already know and the doctor saying it can get better but it will never go away & it will only get worse if idont continue to take thee meds like im supposed to, but Fact is i think i can do it. because iremeber when i was first diagnosed i was borderline Stage 3 but now im Stage 2. thats pretty good. the doctor says its easier to to get to Stage 3 & up because its easier to not take the medication given.They gave me a stonger dose of medication that way i`d take less of it & only have to take it every 3-4 days. not bad right? Some people take being Bi-Polar as a joke & use it as a cop out when they have mood swingss, but truth is it`s not fun nor is it easy to deal with.It kinda messes with life and gets in the way of things.I feel you have to be a very stong person to take on something like this ans not let it get in the way of things & learn to balance it out.I feel like Super Woman. i can say that much.

STAGES OF BPD

Bipolar I - Mania and Major Depression 

Bipolar II - Hypomania and Major Depression 

Bipolar III - Cyclothymia 

Bipolar IV - Antidepressant induced hypo/mania 

Bipolar V - Major Depression with a family history of bipolar disorder 

Bipolar VI - Unipolar Mania

She`s backk!

Yes! im speaking of Fantasia Barrino!

Shess here with a new singlee & its called

"Even Angels" & you have got to LOVE IT!

Hiiiiiiiii!

HEYY GUYSSS. OMG I FEEL LIKE SUCH A BADD BLOGGERRR!

I HAVEN`T BEEN BLOGGING MUCHH. SMH. ITS B.C OF SCHOOL N THE PAST 

FEW WEES BEEN A DRAG. IM BOUTA BE A SENIOR SO U GUYS

UNDERSTANDD. IM BACK THOUGH!

Neiqhbors Know My Name!

Ok. thee wholee time i`ve been

fendinq for him to make

this video & now that isee it. .itt`s iite.

invented sex video was better tho ihate that sonq.

유웃

A ❤ LiKE THIS ALIMOST IMPOSSIBLE TO FIND NOW-A-DAYS.

BUT iWANT ONE REGUARDLESS.=/

Siqhs. =/

Soo theres this quy , that you cann

hmmm kinda sorta sayy im interested inn. =/

but iactually HATE beinq interested in ppl.

When it actually comes to the "qettinq to know" part

im like a deer cauqht in headliqhtss. .FROZEN STUCK!

& trust?! FUHGETABOUTIHT. ihave trust issues with ppl.

icant trust anyoneee.irefuse to open up & let another

qet the best of me than use it aqainst me n hurt me.

this is the same exact reason that i just

leavee this relationship b.s ALONE

icant be bothered tho i see him

everyday.idk what to do.

but w|e happens

i`ll live riqht?!

My aqee!

Im 16 years old.

Im 200 months old.
Im 873 weeks old.

Im  6,112 days old.
Im 146,703 hours old.
Im 8,802,232 minutes old.
Im 528,133,950 seconds old

THREE MONTHS FOUR DAYS & EIGHT HOURS TIL IM SEVENTEEN!

Soo..

There is this boyy. . .

& when he wants mee im ALL HIS .lol. 

유+웃=❤☮

Khloe Kardashian

So iwas watchinq the whole Keepinq up with the Kardashian`s

reality show & i love them but irealized how much iLove Khloe!

ithink she reminds me of me alot.She is very beautiful and

idont think any on had ever took the chance to actually try & understand her

and hear her out.In my opinion i think she is the prettiest of the 

Kardashian sisters.She has more personality than Kourtney & Kim toqether!

Ithink society belittles her because she was always taller thicker

& more outthere than her sisters.Everyone is stuck o stupid with Kim`s Ass not 

realizinq that Khloe qot the cakey(butt) tooo!but  that`s besides the point

irespect her more than ido Kim & Kourt. . .even Kris!

anywhoo i just fent i should share that with you quyss..❤☮

=D

Hey quys! missed me muchh? lol. ifiqured you would.
 sorry it the whole qettinq ready 4 school & doinq work
business. soo u kno how that qoess. =/

Question.

iwonder why in animated television series, when they have character with down syndrome or that is mentally ill, they always make them look uqly and crippled and seem UN-educated when in real life they are not always uqly & crippled.

Rude Boy!

iLOVEE this video of hers. <3OMG RiRi can wine! =O

Where the cash at?

Currency ft Lil Wayne - Where Da Cash At

sLevin | MySpace Music Videos

See That Otha Chick Ass Fat, She Stuck Where The Cash At 

Rem Stuck Where The Paper, Plastic, Product, And Where The Stash At 

Where The Keys To The Whip And Crib And Where The Address At 

That Bitch That Be Hidin Shit In Her Ass Crack 

Niggaz Dont Fuckin Call Me Baby Like Im Related To Weezy 

Some Of 'Em Call Me R, None Of Them Call Me Easy 

I Got Done Fuckin A Man Now This Bird Is Callin Me Screamin 

Check The Way, Bicthes I Be Fryin They Be Call Em Breezy 

See I Know He Gotta Man But Im Coofey In The Otha One 

Cuz He Cant Get Tight, When He Hear I Pipped Anotha One 

I Dont Fall In Love With Them, Come And Than Im Done With Them 

Most They Get From Me, Is Wet Pussy And Some Bubble Gum 

But, This One Dude Had Me Laughin 

It Is Just One Thing I Cant Stand Is A Baggy Magnum 

Would'Ve Thought Somebody Threw Me A Camera The Way I Caught A Flash Back..

...

ok so NOW ihave two bloqs.-____-. w|e dnt judqe me!

BUT I STILL LIKE THIS ONE BETTER!

Just MEE!.

Happy Birthday!

Happy Birthday  Robyn Rihanna Fenty! Your 22 Now!

Good Afternoon Guys!

ithouqht there would bee a better bloq site rather than this.

dont ask whyy. but isiqned up to have a Tumblr bloq & ijust

canclled it. =/ is complicated & borinq & u cant personalize it  like this site.

maybe its just me but i`ll stick to this 1. BRB with more posts quys!

We Are The World. Remade For Haiti.

As you all Know Haiti was Hit with a terrible EarthQuake earlier

on in January.Since then every onee has been chippinq in to help the country

to qet back on their feet, with that beinq said iknow you all know Michael Jackson

            & the sonq "We are the world" oriqinally for AIDS in Africa, well they remade

it recently obviously for Haiti with all present day entertainers , rappers & sinqers.

AS A HUGE MICHAEL JACKSON FAN iapprove it with some exceptions

like wyclef`s part [he sounds like a dyinq qoat] & the fact that they allowed

auto-tune to be used in it.besides that ilike it so watch & enjoy!❤☮

Nicki Minaj & Chaka Khan ? O_o

I was doinq my daily views on Mediatakeout today & this story cauqht my eye.

They were basically sayinq that Rapper Nicki Minaj is a Modern day Chaka Khan.

This didnt qet me upset, ijust thouqht to my self "oh no! never that".

you know what i mean, there is just some ppl that you just cant compare.

Maybe they miqht have a little resemblance & their poses were

similar but as far as anythinq elsee there is no comparison AT ALL.

idont judqe ppl at all but America doess & they have their views 

of Nicki so accordinq to America she is a slut. iLike both

ladiess but in my opinion ithink that was an outraqous comparison.

Me Love you Lonq Time!

iDont know why but i find this funny because of her accent.
so ithouqht i`d share it with you quys.maybe u`ll lauqh too.

My First Tattoo!

Ok. so about 2weeks from yesterday iqot my first Tattoo.

It didnt hurt , the needle just felt annoyinq aqainst my skinn.

Inside the bow on the Left side it says (C.M) which is my mothers initials

where on the riqht side is says (J.C) which is my sister`s initials.

ithink this tatt was very different.ihave yet to see some one with somethinq

similar to it.ijust hope i dont reqret this tattoo which[idont think i will].

besides thatt, iwant two moree. ..maybe 4 more☻.they wont be biq thouqh.

Let me know what you think.btw that tattoo is located on my left wrist.

My First Post!

Heyy quyss!!!. im kinda new to this thinq so don`t judqee mee.

iquess i`ll be on here hopefully every day if not maybe every other day,

ventinq to you quys about my lifee & whats wronq & what could bee riqht,

with the intentions on qettinq positive feedback & honest comments.I`d 

rather if you not be rude b.c ican violate lives when im ready & be very 

sarcastic .SO LETS NOT HAVE TO RESORT TO THAT. feel free too speak to 

me. maybe i`ll even put you quys on about some CELEB Gossip. =D if you

must know [im a fathiful viewerr to MediaTakeout & TMZ].

BYE-BYE LOVES❤☮