hmm

ijust dont knoww.

=/. .Better in time

                      

soo my mom was tlkin to my doctor about mee havin Bi Polar Disorder 2 & basically trying to dig deeper into what we already know and the doctor saying it can get better but it will never go away & it will only get worse if idont continue to take thee meds like im supposed to, but Fact is i think i can do it. because iremeber when i was first diagnosed i was borderline Stage 3 but now im Stage 2. thats pretty good. the doctor says its easier to to get to Stage 3 & up because its easier to not take the medication given.They gave me a stonger dose of medication that way i`d take less of it & only have to take it every 3-4 days. not bad right? Some people take being Bi-Polar as a joke & use it as a cop out when they have mood swingss, but truth is it`s not fun nor is it easy to deal with.It kinda messes with life and gets in the way of things.I feel you have to be a very stong person to take on something like this ans not let it get in the way of things & learn to balance it out.I feel like Super Woman. i can say that much.

STAGES OF BPD

Bipolar I - Mania and Major Depression 

Bipolar II - Hypomania and Major Depression 

Bipolar III - Cyclothymia 

Bipolar IV - Antidepressant induced hypo/mania 

Bipolar V - Major Depression with a family history of bipolar disorder 

Bipolar VI - Unipolar Mania

She`s backk!

Yes! im speaking of Fantasia Barrino!

Shess here with a new singlee & its called

"Even Angels" & you have got to LOVE IT!

Hiiiiiiiii!

HEYY GUYSSS. OMG I FEEL LIKE SUCH A BADD BLOGGERRR!

I HAVEN`T BEEN BLOGGING MUCHH. SMH. ITS B.C OF SCHOOL N THE PAST 

FEW WEES BEEN A DRAG. IM BOUTA BE A SENIOR SO U GUYS

UNDERSTANDD. IM BACK THOUGH!

Neiqhbors Know My Name!

Ok. thee wholee time i`ve been

fendinq for him to make

this video & now that isee it. .itt`s iite.

invented sex video was better tho ihate that sonq.

유웃

A ❤ LiKE THIS ALIMOST IMPOSSIBLE TO FIND NOW-A-DAYS.

BUT iWANT ONE REGUARDLESS.=/

Siqhs. =/

Soo theres this quy , that you cann

hmmm kinda sorta sayy im interested inn. =/

but iactually HATE beinq interested in ppl.

When it actually comes to the "qettinq to know" part

im like a deer cauqht in headliqhtss. .FROZEN STUCK!

& trust?! FUHGETABOUTIHT. ihave trust issues with ppl.

icant trust anyoneee.irefuse to open up & let another

qet the best of me than use it aqainst me n hurt me.

this is the same exact reason that i just

leavee this relationship b.s ALONE

icant be bothered tho i see him

everyday.idk what to do.

but w|e happens

i`ll live riqht?!

My aqee!

Im 16 years old.

Im 200 months old.
Im 873 weeks old.

Im  6,112 days old.
Im 146,703 hours old.
Im 8,802,232 minutes old.
Im 528,133,950 seconds old

THREE MONTHS FOUR DAYS & EIGHT HOURS TIL IM SEVENTEEN!

Soo..

There is this boyy. . .

& when he wants mee im ALL HIS .lol. 

유+웃=❤☮

Khloe Kardashian

So iwas watchinq the whole Keepinq up with the Kardashian`s

reality show & i love them but irealized how much iLove Khloe!

ithink she reminds me of me alot.She is very beautiful and

idont think any on had ever took the chance to actually try & understand her

and hear her out.In my opinion i think she is the prettiest of the 

Kardashian sisters.She has more personality than Kourtney & Kim toqether!

Ithink society belittles her because she was always taller thicker

& more outthere than her sisters.Everyone is stuck o stupid with Kim`s Ass not 

realizinq that Khloe qot the cakey(butt) tooo!but  that`s besides the point

irespect her more than ido Kim & Kourt. . .even Kris!

anywhoo i just fent i should share that with you quyss..❤☮