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Sunday, April 18, 2010

hmm

ijust dont knoww.

Saturday, April 3, 2010

=/. .Better in time


                      
soo my mom was tlkin to my doctor about mee havin Bi Polar Disorder 2 & basically trying to dig deeper into what we already know and the doctor saying it can get better but it will never go away & it will only get worse if idont continue to take thee meds like im supposed to, but Fact is i think i can do it. because iremeber when i was first diagnosed i was borderline Stage 3 but now im Stage 2. thats pretty good. the doctor says its easier to to get to Stage 3 & up because its easier to not take the medication given.They gave me a stonger dose of medication that way i`d take less of it & only have to take it every 3-4 days. not bad right? Some people take being Bi-Polar as a joke & use it as a cop out when they have mood swingss, but truth is it`s not fun nor is it easy to deal with.It kinda messes with life and gets in the way of things.I feel you have to be a very stong person to take on something like this ans not let it get in the way of things & learn to balance it out.I feel like Super Woman. i can say that much.
STAGES OF BPD

Bipolar I - Mania and Major Depression 
Bipolar II - Hypomania and Major Depression 
Bipolar III - Cyclothymia 
Bipolar IV - Antidepressant induced hypo/mania 
Bipolar V - Major Depression with a family history of bipolar disorder 
Bipolar VI - Unipolar Mania